Once again Ladies and germs I am alive
I really don't ever write in this any more, I should though its less observed then my myspace blog. Any hoo things are going great here Im a month away from my senior year of Otis, Im currently living in Marina Del Rey working for the summer of Art program offered here, it pays well and I get to stay in a beautiful apt for a month. Im scared out of my mind for next month I think im more scared of failing and the stress that I have to face for 10 long months. From what I have observed as of late there are 2 kinds of michelles that have developed over time while i have been attending this oh so wonderful college Michele # 1 is the fun drinking buddy that likes to run through parks at night and play in the grass, Michelle # 2 is the extremely moody, sleep deprived and worrisome kind of person who will kill you at the slight glance at her final project. I am so afraid of people seeing me become this hideous monster that only wants to see things by the light of her 17 inch flat screen moniter. I dunno maybe it won't be so bad but I don't think that I can take another year like I had last year again.....it was just way too much for me. Damn it I really do need a vacation !!!!!! Camping damn it Camping !!!!!!