feels like puu

[watermelonslush]

Um... it's early in the morning and I should be sleeping but I can't get to sleep. I try, but because it's so hot I just end up rolling around and then just laying there thinking. It's not very eventful. Today was yucky. I just feel like I'm not who I am. I feel like such a bitch, but I don't know why. Some kind of unfit art snob that can't even draw themselves. I just feel yucky... : P

I'm being too emo for myself. I need to get this feeling out of my head.... like now!