Jan 11, 2006 21:25
Fuck this shit.
I'm sick and tired of being the bad guy because I don't want to date a guy. I'm sick and tired of always having to be suspicious when a guy asks me to go anywhere or do anything. I'm fucking tired of guys asking me out, cause I hate saying no. I can't deal with this face to face shit. I've done it 5 times now. 5!!! WHAT THE FUCK. So this time I wrote a letter cause ya know what - I'm sick. Actually physically sick and I don't feel like putting myself through it. It's not fair.
It's not my fault I like someone who isn't here.
I just keep telling everyone I'm married... or already dating somebody else.
I don't like breaking hearts.
I feel like shit.