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tonight i have tried my hardest to look like a babydoll, to make my eyes as wide and innocent as possible, wearing a babydoll dress and babydoll shoes, and drawing red lipstick over my lips, over my babydoll cupid's bow. only now we are not going out. it's ok, i will sit at home like a babydoll, lie in bed, close my eyes, place my perfect eyelashes on my porcelain cheeks.
no, instead i will wipe off this stupid red lipstick and finish this bottle of opened wine and lie in bed with dvd's. maybe popcorn.
the backs of my thighs hurt from the gym. day before i fell face first on steps that weren't stacked properly. doing calf lifts on the edge it slid out from underneath me, caught myself with one hand, but banged my chin without falling completely over. noone saw, that is the only thing that matters.
no, instead i will wipe off this stupid red lipstick and finish this bottle of opened wine and lie in bed with dvd's. maybe popcorn.
the backs of my thighs hurt from the gym. day before i fell face first on steps that weren't stacked properly. doing calf lifts on the edge it slid out from underneath me, caught myself with one hand, but banged my chin without falling completely over. noone saw, that is the only thing that matters.