Ok Diana here you go sexy!
So here is a real update I suppose. I don't feel like doing it. There is nothing going on in my life. Pretty fucking boring actually. I made the final decision to move next year to Ann Arbor and attend Eastern Michigan so I can live with Paul. We looked at some really nice places that we both can afford so I am excited to decorate my own place. I am so excited to live with my Baby Bear. I have a bunch of major furniture too so I don't need to buy a lot. Its not like I could anyway cause I am broke as a joke. I work 20 hours and up a week which is a lot for me while attending school. I only go to class Tuesdays and Thursday which rocks but I tend to skip since I have all my classes one after the other with only time to hop on a bus to the next class. I got a roommate last semester towards the end and she is awesome. I couldn't have found someone better besides Di(I miss you). I can't wait for this semester to be over. I am so done with fucking dorm life and all that goes with it. I hate being surrounded all the time. I hate having no where to go to escape. I can't drive an hour and a half to go home to cry and drive back if I need to. Its so overrated to live in the dorms. Oh they tell you its an experience and it sure is but its not a good one. Maybe your first year but not two in a row.
I have been weird lately about children. I want children really bad and I have been thinking about it a lot lately. Its strange cause it seems like every time I turn on the tv or read a paper someone is preggo. The Barkers, There and Back, Angelina Jolie, some special on MTV and just a bunch of other baby crap. I mean I work at a daycare and they say that alone should be birth control but why do I love going there and why do I love picking up and holding the smallest most needy babies that no one else wants to deal with cause they are too tiny. I want to be a mother I want to have that feeling and I want it to happen soon but I would never try to have one unplanned and unready. Oh well.
My sister and my nieces and nephew and brother in law just moved to Florida. It is horrible and I hate even thinking about it. Its not like I would notice right now cause I am in East Lansing and I wouldn't be seeing them right now anyway but its sad. I don't want my little babies to be so far away. Alexa is my little boobah and I wont be able to see her anytime I want anymore. It sucks really bad.
Alright so that is my update. Diana you can come visit whenever you want. I have work Mondays, Wednesdays and everyother Fridays and class Tuesdays and Thursdays. So pick a weekend and let me know.
I have been weird lately about children. I want children really bad and I have been thinking about it a lot lately. Its strange cause it seems like every time I turn on the tv or read a paper someone is preggo. The Barkers, There and Back, Angelina Jolie, some special on MTV and just a bunch of other baby crap. I mean I work at a daycare and they say that alone should be birth control but why do I love going there and why do I love picking up and holding the smallest most needy babies that no one else wants to deal with cause they are too tiny. I want to be a mother I want to have that feeling and I want it to happen soon but I would never try to have one unplanned and unready. Oh well.
My sister and my nieces and nephew and brother in law just moved to Florida. It is horrible and I hate even thinking about it. Its not like I would notice right now cause I am in East Lansing and I wouldn't be seeing them right now anyway but its sad. I don't want my little babies to be so far away. Alexa is my little boobah and I wont be able to see her anytime I want anymore. It sucks really bad.
Alright so that is my update. Diana you can come visit whenever you want. I have work Mondays, Wednesdays and everyother Fridays and class Tuesdays and Thursdays. So pick a weekend and let me know.