Love Me <3
WARNING: This is an Entry Dedicated to the Love of my Life and Mushy Shit like that so if you don't want to Read about the Crazy Adventures Paul & I have then I recommend you CLOSE YOUR EYES!!!!
So Paul asked why I didn't write about him when I updated about the weekend and for a moment I thought Why didn't I? I don't write too much about him and I think I don't just because of the fact that some people get really sad or pissed reading about love and relationships. But Oh Well they can Suck It for this entry. So I'm gonna start this off right by stating I have one of the best boyfriends/bestfriends in the world. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me and some who know the history might say well this is your second time around with Paul but it doesn't feel like that to me. It feels like we are two totally different people now who are almost entirely mature and are growing to except each others faults and bring out the best in each other as well. This is kinda funny reading over what I have just wrote because Diana probably thinks she is reading the journal of a complete stranger because usually I'm like "Gross Feelings Sick" but some days are just different. I swear I haven't gone soft on you Baby! Paul waited in Ann Arbor all weekend so he could come see me on Sunday after I returned home from Grand Valley. That was so sweet of him cause everyone had left for Spring Break already but he got wasted with Morris and Craig both nights so it is Ok. He came over Sunday and spent the night and stayed in my jail cell all day Monday cause I actually went to class GO ME! He should have stayed Monday night as well but he decided he needed to go home and left around 10:30pm in a fucking blizzard. On the way home he got in a accident cause of the snow and ice and had to wait 2 hours for his dad to come get him. I felt so bad cause I should have made him stay another night and he drives scary most of the time and I could tell he was being safe and driving good so it scared me knowing he could have been seriously hurt. He does so much to just come be with me and I wish I could return the favor. If I had a car I would definitely be going to Ann Arbor all the time but I don't even have a car that could make it to Ann Arbor from Dearborn. I wish I was older and had a well paying job, a college degree, a house and a car. I would be set fo sho. I can't wait to be older which is such a hush hush subject once you actually start to age but I want to get married, I want babies, and I want a place of my own. I know I wouldn't think this if it actually came true right now cause I'm not even 20 yet but its something to look forward to. Anyways I have come to the conclusion of this entry. I love you Paul Andrew Jantzen more then life itself and you make me so happy. Thank you!
