Hell Week

[watermelonisha]

So, this is hell week. I seriously want to step out into oncoming traffic, but killing myself I'm sure wouldn't really end the painstaking agony of this week. Besides the fact that I am only halfway done with my paper that is due tomorrow, I barely started my final project for scene design, due tomorrow, and still have to find picutres for my portfolio, also due tomorrow. And then we get to add in the fact that I won't be in my room at all to do this today because of that damn gun I still have to get for the One Acts. Damn fucking gun of death! Please ignore the fact that yes, guns do cause death so that sentence is really fucking ironic. Ok, no more analysis of what I am saying. So, I slept last night cause if I didn't I would be worse off than I am now. But, tonight there will be no sleep. I just hope I can finish everything. I mean, it's one thing if it is for a gen ed class, but this is my major. A major that no matter how much it is really stressing me out right now, I love without a doubt. But, after tomorrow, my hell week will be over. Instead of trying to do 5 things at once the list will be reduced to one. I am in the final stretch and I just need to see it out to the end. I don't know how I am going to do it, but I have to. Wish me luck, and here's hoping I find that gun soon so I have time to come back to my room and work on everything.

Only 10 more days until I get to go home and rest for 3 monthes. Only 2 weeks until I realize that summer really does suck balls, and only 1 more month until my loverly Anna's wedding.