Moving and Dreams
I had an AWFUL nights sleep Saturday night thanks to my cat flipping out about all the furniture being gone. The only time I slept soundly was when the kitten slept on my back and stopped whining. Her purring against my back lulled me quickly to sleep.
So to keep her from whining so much last night I made a pallet of blankets in the living room so we would be right there and she could crawl all over us( We had been on an airbed the night before and i stress kitty claws on air mattress). It did help, however I still didn't sleep well as I was on the floor and despite five comforters under me and yoga mats it still feels like sleeping on a brick. I had some really depressing dreams. :-(
Like my Mom and one of co-workers were both dieing... I think the co-worker ended up okay... I tried to tell Mom she couldn't die and that she had to at least outlive Grandma. After that she wanted to hang out as she didn't know how much longer she had. I had a thing I had to do for school so I declined. I was at the concert/conference thing and got some news thru facebook that there had been a death. I assumed it was Mom but it turned out to just be one of the horses ( still sads). Then I was at like an amusement park the next day and my step-dad told me my mom had passed away over the night. I felt awful for not having skipped the school thing to spend time with her. And I was miserable for having lost my mommy.
Mom actually just left yesterday after helping me move. I wonder if I have some deep seated concern that I am not spending enough time with her in case something should happen.
So to keep her from whining so much last night I made a pallet of blankets in the living room so we would be right there and she could crawl all over us( We had been on an airbed the night before and i stress kitty claws on air mattress). It did help, however I still didn't sleep well as I was on the floor and despite five comforters under me and yoga mats it still feels like sleeping on a brick. I had some really depressing dreams. :-(
Like my Mom and one of co-workers were both dieing... I think the co-worker ended up okay... I tried to tell Mom she couldn't die and that she had to at least outlive Grandma. After that she wanted to hang out as she didn't know how much longer she had. I had a thing I had to do for school so I declined. I was at the concert/conference thing and got some news thru facebook that there had been a death. I assumed it was Mom but it turned out to just be one of the horses ( still sads). Then I was at like an amusement park the next day and my step-dad told me my mom had passed away over the night. I felt awful for not having skipped the school thing to spend time with her. And I was miserable for having lost my mommy.
Mom actually just left yesterday after helping me move. I wonder if I have some deep seated concern that I am not spending enough time with her in case something should happen.