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Dear Kassie,
It's probably because I'm negligent and depressed enough to be selfish without realizing it, but it really hasn't been clear lately that I really, really appreciate you. Appreciation is hard to show when you're sad, and maybe it's one of my main character flaws that I can't just get the fuck over it, but I would like to apologize. I won't apologize for being all over the place, or for making it known that I am. I don't think it's wrong to feel that, and I don't think it's wrong to exhibit that; what would be wrong would be expecting anything from people as a result of being an exhibitionist/honest. You seem to think that when I talk to you about my problems, I expect you to give me a miracle cure or smother me with cuddly love. It's bitchy to say that you shouldn't feel put upon in that situation, because, well, yes. It's a situation in which one is put upon inherently. I wish I could keep being honest with you, but without you getting so frustrated about it.
Basically, I love you, and wish that you wouldn't get frustrated when I'm not all here.
Love,
Chelsea
It's probably because I'm negligent and depressed enough to be selfish without realizing it, but it really hasn't been clear lately that I really, really appreciate you. Appreciation is hard to show when you're sad, and maybe it's one of my main character flaws that I can't just get the fuck over it, but I would like to apologize. I won't apologize for being all over the place, or for making it known that I am. I don't think it's wrong to feel that, and I don't think it's wrong to exhibit that; what would be wrong would be expecting anything from people as a result of being an exhibitionist/honest. You seem to think that when I talk to you about my problems, I expect you to give me a miracle cure or smother me with cuddly love. It's bitchy to say that you shouldn't feel put upon in that situation, because, well, yes. It's a situation in which one is put upon inherently. I wish I could keep being honest with you, but without you getting so frustrated about it.
Basically, I love you, and wish that you wouldn't get frustrated when I'm not all here.
Love,
Chelsea