I turn and walk the other way in rage..never forgetting how easily you turned into what I hate.
Angry. angry. angry.
I didn't do anything wrong..somehow this has all been made into my fault. If more than one of your close friends tells you that a certain person stole your 135 dollars worth of drugs..and that 2 of your close firneds knew about it and didnt tell you..you're going to say something to those people, right? so i did..and now i am the devil. even though one admitted to it and said she was sorry and i completely forgive her in everyway, the other two are denying everything. maybe they didnt do it..i dont know..but then why would the third admitt to it and why would my close friends lie to me? i dont think they would. And now i have lost a friend...which is a friend that is going to be difficult to avoid. i want to be her friend but shes just stuck on the fact that i accused her of "something she didnt do". whatever. this is all so childish.maybe i shhould just keep my mouth shut from now on. except for the fact that now i am short 135 dollars.
I have my english midterm tomorrow and I didn't study. i thought we could use our books so i was planning on writing the sparknotes in later..but Ryan just informed me that we can't use our books. sooo im screwed. and you can't bullshit an essay.
i have something private going on right now..and i am sort of scared about it. i don't think any of my friends would understand..i almost blurted it out to whitney while we were fighting cos she kept asking me why my friends werent the most important thing in my life to me...and they are..but i mean..i have other shit to deal with that needs to be dealt with now..as in before i go to college...and if i dont deal with it...i might not make it through a semester in college..or make friends in colelge..blahhh.
I don't have to go to school tomorrow until like 10...woohoooooo :o)
Prettttty Pictures:
^Cece's Eyes
^my eyes
I once was the wine
I once was the wine
I once was the wine
and you were the wine glass
I once was alive
I once was alive
I once was alive
When you held me
When you held me
I didn't do anything wrong..somehow this has all been made into my fault. If more than one of your close friends tells you that a certain person stole your 135 dollars worth of drugs..and that 2 of your close firneds knew about it and didnt tell you..you're going to say something to those people, right? so i did..and now i am the devil. even though one admitted to it and said she was sorry and i completely forgive her in everyway, the other two are denying everything. maybe they didnt do it..i dont know..but then why would the third admitt to it and why would my close friends lie to me? i dont think they would. And now i have lost a friend...which is a friend that is going to be difficult to avoid. i want to be her friend but shes just stuck on the fact that i accused her of "something she didnt do". whatever. this is all so childish.maybe i shhould just keep my mouth shut from now on. except for the fact that now i am short 135 dollars.
I have my english midterm tomorrow and I didn't study. i thought we could use our books so i was planning on writing the sparknotes in later..but Ryan just informed me that we can't use our books. sooo im screwed. and you can't bullshit an essay.
i have something private going on right now..and i am sort of scared about it. i don't think any of my friends would understand..i almost blurted it out to whitney while we were fighting cos she kept asking me why my friends werent the most important thing in my life to me...and they are..but i mean..i have other shit to deal with that needs to be dealt with now..as in before i go to college...and if i dont deal with it...i might not make it through a semester in college..or make friends in colelge..blahhh.
I don't have to go to school tomorrow until like 10...woohoooooo :o)
Prettttty Pictures:
^Cece's Eyes
^my eyes
I once was the wine
I once was the wine
I once was the wine
and you were the wine glass
I once was alive
I once was alive
I once was alive
When you held me
When you held me