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er well this is my first post on lj i've had this account for ages but yeh lots of other stuff has been going on...
well, yesty my friend was approached by a modeling scout and now shes freaking out bcoz she thinks she will have 2 get a brazilian i said that is the least of her worries since she is thin gorgeous and eats watever the fuck she wants *unfair* infact i feel so ugly, short and fat when im round her (well i feel ugly ,short and fat around everyone but her more so.
so anyway i will now post my weight since it will be changing soon if i can get out of this starve/binge phase which has been going on for ages.......
hieght: 166 cm
cw: 56 (i think although our bathroom scales are somwhat unreliable.)
stgw: 50
ltgw:45 (although ive put a goal weight im tryin to stop obsessing over weight, since its just a number. i would rather base my longterm goal anything under 45 that i can be comfortable with
well, yesty my friend was approached by a modeling scout and now shes freaking out bcoz she thinks she will have 2 get a brazilian i said that is the least of her worries since she is thin gorgeous and eats watever the fuck she wants *unfair* infact i feel so ugly, short and fat when im round her (well i feel ugly ,short and fat around everyone but her more so.
so anyway i will now post my weight since it will be changing soon if i can get out of this starve/binge phase which has been going on for ages.......
hieght: 166 cm
cw: 56 (i think although our bathroom scales are somwhat unreliable.)
stgw: 50
ltgw:45 (although ive put a goal weight im tryin to stop obsessing over weight, since its just a number. i would rather base my longterm goal anything under 45 that i can be comfortable with