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its been forever since i have written anything and i wish i had something better to write. im so godamn tired of having this pit in my stomach that wont go away. i am sick of feeling like vomitting almost every hour of the day. i just wish that the world could make some sense...that things would work how they are supposed to...and maybe they are, i just dont understand how this is right yet...i just dont understand how/why this is happening. i feel so alone and so damn sick. i dont want to go back to school. what a fucking blast next quarter will be if things dont change. i just wish they would change. and quick. my body and mind and soul are not hanging in there so well. i need a change. for the better. and soon.