Nov 21, 2004 19:12
So...
First entry in a journal no one will read...It feels wierd knowing that millions of people could see my thoughts at the click of a button...but won't cause who would want to read this. People seem to always have angry journals anyway, not about how they talked to that friend who lives across the country, or how they got to see their significant other and got a kiss, they're about how the world is against them and how no one truly cares. Therefore, I refuse to do that, which I'm sure will change when I have a bad day, or I don't talk to that friend who lives across the country, and since I lack a significant other (sniffle) I don't have that to worry about (sniffle, sniffle)....(sigh)...see its auto, you don't even think before you start with the self-pity...although since no ones reading...just kidding! Well term papers suck, not to be negative or depressing but because they do and now I have to go write one...I'm kinda bummed about the whole lack of significant other now....
well, the first ones over, first times the hardest right?
you owe me one joan darc...
k...
I guess I should say bye now...it seems odd to all things considered...I believe that instead of bye I shall just drift off like the lasts notes in a song, so that my deep thoughts settle in and you are able to contemplate the depth and meaning of them....(this is me drifting off)........