Sep 27, 2005 22:07
its not just a religion its a personalized relationship
its not just a bunch of words repeted 100 times while medatating on what he does. its about haveing a real personal down to earth conversation with your best friend. yeah its cool to rock the mom prayer once and a while but i mean 2-3 times a day jsut to make yourself feel good and thinking its putting god first..thats stupid. God wants us to praise him and talk to him but he doesnt want us wasting 3 hours of our day saying the same thing over and over to offer up the same prayers....i mean he wants us out spreading the word and living our life for him not just sitting in a corner reading off some card holding beads. i mean im really sorry if this is offenisive its not ment to be its just my feelings towards it. so dont think im not putting god first because im studing for a quiz and not saying a 2 hour prayer. You might as well sit down and read the bible for 2 hours outside feeling his presences in the wind then being saying the robot mom prayer. i mean i try and open my day by reading 2 chapters of the new testament cronologicaly before i get out of bed. i wake up to jc music and i say a prayer at the moment of silence. I spend all day just talking to him and building a relationship that wawy. i dont know its just bothering me. and i know i should just talk to you about it but i cant right now and i just need to get feelings out cause im in one of those bipolar states right now.....