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I'm soooo tired. Last night i went to becca's house. It was ok. I decided that I really don't like drinking so much, I guess it's just not for me. It was a really tiring night and in a lot of ways not worth it. A lot of things that I wanted to go right, really didn't. Like the fact that Eamonn and I both claimed that we were ignoring one another (as in I ignoring him complained by him and vice versa for me), and the fact that he didn't talk about it with me but with Becca, and that I didn't talk about it with him but with Lily through a series of texts. Obviously communication doesn't exsist, but were working on it,
My mom told me last night that I HAD to pick up Molly this morning, so I woke up with the tennis kiddies and went to pick up Molly, waited at the pool for a half an hour before i called my mom and she was like "oh I thought I would let you sleep so I had Dad pick her up." I honestly could have killed her. Now I'm really tired, but I'm so unsatisfied with things that I can't sleep. I wanna straighten out my life cuz nothing seems to be working right, or at least right now. I jsut need to get things back to being good again. I think that leaving will help a lot. i mean going away for a couple of days could help a bit.
I feel like right now, at this stage in everyone's lives, it's really weird. No one really knows what to say to anyone or how to act around anyone so it just ends up being a problem and shitty for everyone. At least that's what I've observed. No one has any idea what college is going to be like so they try not to make any promises making it awkward cuz people challenge friendships and stuff. I feel like so much is just weird right now and that's the only explination that I can come up with at this point.
People are weird. Emotions are weird. And I can't decide if boys are really stupid or really mean...maybe just a combination of both.
My mom told me last night that I HAD to pick up Molly this morning, so I woke up with the tennis kiddies and went to pick up Molly, waited at the pool for a half an hour before i called my mom and she was like "oh I thought I would let you sleep so I had Dad pick her up." I honestly could have killed her. Now I'm really tired, but I'm so unsatisfied with things that I can't sleep. I wanna straighten out my life cuz nothing seems to be working right, or at least right now. I jsut need to get things back to being good again. I think that leaving will help a lot. i mean going away for a couple of days could help a bit.
I feel like right now, at this stage in everyone's lives, it's really weird. No one really knows what to say to anyone or how to act around anyone so it just ends up being a problem and shitty for everyone. At least that's what I've observed. No one has any idea what college is going to be like so they try not to make any promises making it awkward cuz people challenge friendships and stuff. I feel like so much is just weird right now and that's the only explination that I can come up with at this point.
People are weird. Emotions are weird. And I can't decide if boys are really stupid or really mean...maybe just a combination of both.