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[waterbabybob]

I'm going to write another emo entry (sorry...I'm not really this depressing all the time...)

Today I was thinking about it...and when I really thought about it...I realized it's not about you. It's about me. It's about me leaving home next year. It's about my best friend leaving me when I knew I needed him most. It's about Joe abandoning me when we were the closest. It's about Michael dying in his parent's house. It's about Rory never coming home. It's about Molly being immature and mean. It's about leaving the Modern and my biggest support group there. It's about not swimming anymore, not being a part of the team anymore. It's about regaining my strength after being the sickest in my life. It's about watching Maerin and understanding how amazing she is. It's about growing up. It's about me changing and not being able to do anything about it. It's about me really evaluating what I want to do with my life. It's about me not being able to decide just that. It's about letting nature run it's course. It's about me not being able to accept change and move on.

So if it's not about you...why am I so bent on it when your around?