Rant
my life is fucked up...
not in a bad way though... its all warped and such.... its quite interesting, actually...
i have really mixed feelings right now... i have no freaken clue why.
first, its school work... i'm so sick of it. i wish it was summer vacation. freaken projects are thrown at me everywhere. geometry is a pain in the ass, bio eh... its ok but i have no clue whats going on (on meiosis), western civ's just bleh, ceramics is a waste of my time... wtf. i'm not anticipating for exams. i'm going to freaken fail... fuck school... what a slup.
next, its the people i have my eyes on.... i don't know what to do... i don't know which one to go for... wtf... but i think thats simmering down... but i don't know.... i never know... i never make the right choices... i'm just going to ignore this.
and finally, my social life.... my friends rate is rapidly decreasing... although i'm making new friends, i miss my old ones. not that i don't want to make new ones... i love new friends... but i want to keep the friendship between the old ones too.... its like they don't want me around anymore.. they stay in their tight knitt of friends... what about me.... ::sigh::
oh well.... i'll probably cheer up tomorrow... ::smiles weakly:: idk how i'm feeling right now... i feel stressed, estatic, and confused at the same time.... tis odd...
not in a bad way though... its all warped and such.... its quite interesting, actually...
i have really mixed feelings right now... i have no freaken clue why.
first, its school work... i'm so sick of it. i wish it was summer vacation. freaken projects are thrown at me everywhere. geometry is a pain in the ass, bio eh... its ok but i have no clue whats going on (on meiosis), western civ's just bleh, ceramics is a waste of my time... wtf. i'm not anticipating for exams. i'm going to freaken fail... fuck school... what a slup.
next, its the people i have my eyes on.... i don't know what to do... i don't know which one to go for... wtf... but i think thats simmering down... but i don't know.... i never know... i never make the right choices... i'm just going to ignore this.
and finally, my social life.... my friends rate is rapidly decreasing... although i'm making new friends, i miss my old ones. not that i don't want to make new ones... i love new friends... but i want to keep the friendship between the old ones too.... its like they don't want me around anymore.. they stay in their tight knitt of friends... what about me.... ::sigh::
oh well.... i'll probably cheer up tomorrow... ::smiles weakly:: idk how i'm feeling right now... i feel stressed, estatic, and confused at the same time.... tis odd...