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eh i don't know anymore..
after reading some of the other entries... idk if i should feel happy and estatic about the whole volleyball thing... no one seems to have fun... and well everyone seems to be discouraged of their team... idk... i don't see why people are so picky about the people on their team (well i understand on what sam means, how she doesn't like her team... i wouldn't either... its so unwelcoming... stupid biotches)... if they sign up they should be prepared to take anything on... such as having new people on their team... we're not all perfect.. and we need practice... plus we don't know the rotations so i'm sorry if i'm fucking pissing you off by asking questions of where i should go. everything moves around so quickly... nothing is explained... and if nothing is explained then how can we learn... what is to point of being NEW, and emphysis on the NEW, so i'm sorry we can't do rotations because we don't know... i'm sorry you are on varsity and know all the fucking rotations while you expect us to know the rotations? what is this? stupid. we are tense and nervous because this is new to us. and we don't know where to move and if we move we don't know if it would be the right thing to do. i'd be more aggressive if i knew what i was doing... and for the time being... i don't. i'm sorry we're fucking pissing you off because we are fucking new.
stupid.
EDIT:
and i thought things were starting to go smoothly and cool... but i thought too late didn't i, now everythings going downhill... i hate this.. stupid roller coaster of life.
after reading some of the other entries... idk if i should feel happy and estatic about the whole volleyball thing... no one seems to have fun... and well everyone seems to be discouraged of their team... idk... i don't see why people are so picky about the people on their team (well i understand on what sam means, how she doesn't like her team... i wouldn't either... its so unwelcoming... stupid biotches)... if they sign up they should be prepared to take anything on... such as having new people on their team... we're not all perfect.. and we need practice... plus we don't know the rotations so i'm sorry if i'm fucking pissing you off by asking questions of where i should go. everything moves around so quickly... nothing is explained... and if nothing is explained then how can we learn... what is to point of being NEW, and emphysis on the NEW, so i'm sorry we can't do rotations because we don't know... i'm sorry you are on varsity and know all the fucking rotations while you expect us to know the rotations? what is this? stupid. we are tense and nervous because this is new to us. and we don't know where to move and if we move we don't know if it would be the right thing to do. i'd be more aggressive if i knew what i was doing... and for the time being... i don't. i'm sorry we're fucking pissing you off because we are fucking new.
stupid.
EDIT:
and i thought things were starting to go smoothly and cool... but i thought too late didn't i, now everythings going downhill... i hate this.. stupid roller coaster of life.