May 02, 2005 11:38
Well this weekend was pretty cool Hung out and went shopping with Christy on saturday a bought some new cd's and clothes and stuff. Then on sunday me, Christy, Nick, and Shannan hung out and played trivial pursuit and watched south park and stuff and it was a lot of fun.
Have you ever been so pissed off at some people before that you just want to kick the shit out of them, or only feel like the only reason that they were your friends was to use you! Well I've felt a lot like that lately and it really makes me sick. Well I can tell you one thing I'm not being used by anyone anymore and I'm not going to ever go out of my way and try to be something I'm not anymore just to impress someone just so they would want to hang out with me or be my friend thats fucking bullshit and no one should ever have to do that just so someone would want to be your friend! I really dont need people like that in my life and it makes me sad that I see someone else now getting used like I once was when I know that they never wanted anything to do with this guy and now they do. MMMMmmmmmmmmmm. poor guy! Yes I used to be mean to him too but no one deserves to be used!