May 12, 2016 20:08
I miss this place. This lawless awful place where we were all mad here. All angry here. I could unburden and the worst is that awful lovely people would know I was also awful. I don't have an online venue now. No faceless lovely place. No place I was me. If I lost my junk now, it'd be on facebook with my terrible judgmental family praying for my every move. And LOUDLY. I AM PRAYING FOR YOU. HEAR THAT GOD, I'M PRAYING FOR SOMEONE. YOU'RE NOT AWFUL, YOU JUST NEED MY HELP AND GOD. And I'd laugh, and miss "YOU ARE AWFUL, but ME TOO." because that's what I really need.
I'm sad the russians and Zucky murdered this format. I'm sad for how many people I lost contact with when they murdered it. I'm just sad. And awful.