you're lookin' good when you're half dressed.
So I stayed home from school today although I shouldn't have. Whatever though.
I didn't get much sleep last night, I kept waking up because I was having the weirdest dream ever! I was making out with this guy and then he like turned into a monster and raped me and then this dead lady kept stabbibg me. I got away and went to my friend Nicole's house [for some reason this all happen in her back yard]. Then I don't know where I was but I started stabing the dead lady and of course it didn't kill her so there was really no point. Then the guy kidnapped me and I lived where ever he lived. Then his children showed me pictures of the guy that was dead and the dead lady, like pictures from their murders I still can remember the lady had on a red shirt and a black skirt. The guy kept raping me and for some reason I started to like it cause I'm fuckng weird.. but yeah then my mom called and I woke up and I told her and she called me a weirdo with problems lol. But yeah it was freaky and it was one of those dreams where you wake up and think its still happening, then you realize its not and you go back to bed and it all starts again, right where it left off. Who knows.
Moving on, I am hungry as crap. I didn't realize it but last night I didn't make Shaun anything to eat. I guess cause I wasn't hungry. I am selfish and I shall stop that.
Friday Shaun wants me to go to this show with him. I might go just because I want to see him and shit, but I don't really like shows that much. They give me a headache and I'm not down with jumping up and down and getting beat the fuck out of by a bunch of strangers. Who knows. Maybe I will go and like.. just stay away from all that.
I really shouldn't have stayed home from school today lol. Nothing I can do about it now though. The people in my journalism class are probably all pissed at me, but maybe not, they are nice people. <33.
I need something new to listen to, but I don't know anything. Oh well.
I am off to get some food. Lousy update but it's all gravy baby.