Dec 19, 2009 16:08
There is a lot of love in giving and i dont think i could have gotten this far if i did not learn the value of genuine love, and the true meaning in what life is all about. I am seeing life in a new way, and what it means to be part of the world, of what it means to be human. My feelings use to scare me, i use to run away from all my problems-but now i handle them with honor and even though nothing is easy, i actually deal with things. Anger is the same way it use to feel but this time i handle it maturely and i don't keep it bottled in, i communicate and i;m not afraid to socialize with people. i use to cherish being a loner, of being all by myself. i hadn't realized how bitter i was until i came out of my pathetic disease and looked back out how lonely and isolated i actually was. i'm ready to move forward and even though i do get scared at times, i'm going to do it with all the courage i have, because that is the true meaning of courage-being scared to death of going after something and still having the will to do it. Happy Holidays! Spread the Love!!