May 23, 2005 12:33
aww mel you are so cute!!
i hope you are very very happy soon dearie!!
lets see..
i am at school..
this weekend was fun, but i wish i didnt have as many restrictions as i do.. that way i could do more...
lame
my mom is looking up foster agencies to put me in...
really she is..
she says she is too sick to take care of me
i dont know...
humm
people confuse me
aka..
sarah confuses me.. i dont know.. i really dont..
man..
i think she is to me.. as adam is to mel..
(and like mel.. i cant make it stop)
but we are fine now i believe... im just so so confused...
feeling like this must past soon you believe i want to believe... but then i see her and its all her.. everything of mine is hers..
does that make sense??
i supose not...
i dont know.. oh well she is great and we are fine.. so that must mean that the world is still somewhat happy...
aksjrguo hlkj
i dont know..
i dont know.. am i falling for this crazy feeling....
.. i can take it on though.. and i will just... keep on going as i am going and hope for the best....