Changing once again
I"m just starting to realize how everyone and everything is changing. Not just me. Everyone is growing up and growing into themsleves. We're all changing. All becoming more real and matture. Once again all trying to find oursleves that we thought we knew so well. I've been sitting here reading through people's old LJ entries. Shit is so different. Months ago just seems like forever. Maybe this really is the time in life when we all figure out what we want, and what we're about. I don't know if it is or not. No one does. Thats the tricky thing about life. We never really know anything for sure. We never stay the same. We're gonna change until the day we die, and so is this world.
There's a party tonight, but I'm not going. I know what its like to worry about Courtnie being around guys who hit on her and shit, so I won't put her through that. Not that anyone besides Courtnie actually does want me.
There's a party tonight, but I'm not going. I know what its like to worry about Courtnie being around guys who hit on her and shit, so I won't put her through that. Not that anyone besides Courtnie actually does want me.