i'm a listener..
went to DANE COOK tonight.
it was fucking great,
definitely well worth the money.
he's REALLY nice looking.
life's been great lately.
i'm doing so well in school and i actually kinda like it...
i'm starting to hang out with some new people and it's a lot of fun.
i know who my true freinds are, well at least for right now.
i had a real long talk with ashley this morning and it made me realize a lot of things about myself. i just put out so much for everyone else, i'm always listening but i never have anyone to talk to. maybe because i don't really talk about my personal stuff but i just am always there for everyone when they need me and i give out so much but i feel like i get shit in return. i'v always felt like this i just always put up with it and i think i might start sticking up for myself a little bit. i take so much shit from people. i cater to so many people and i'm done. i need some new real true friends so if you're out there...i'm here.
i wish i could feel good about myself..
just for one day.
i'm not settling for 9 YEARS
of love ruined by one person.
NOPE.
it's not over until it's over. and it's not over.
it was fucking great,
definitely well worth the money.
he's REALLY nice looking.
life's been great lately.
i'm doing so well in school and i actually kinda like it...
i'm starting to hang out with some new people and it's a lot of fun.
i know who my true freinds are, well at least for right now.
i had a real long talk with ashley this morning and it made me realize a lot of things about myself. i just put out so much for everyone else, i'm always listening but i never have anyone to talk to. maybe because i don't really talk about my personal stuff but i just am always there for everyone when they need me and i give out so much but i feel like i get shit in return. i'v always felt like this i just always put up with it and i think i might start sticking up for myself a little bit. i take so much shit from people. i cater to so many people and i'm done. i need some new real true friends so if you're out there...i'm here.
i wish i could feel good about myself..
just for one day.
i'm not settling for 9 YEARS
of love ruined by one person.
NOPE.
it's not over until it's over. and it's not over.