Jan 12, 2005 22:30
Man oh man. Today was a great day for me. I loved every second of it. Sometimes, I say things I shouldn't say. People tend not to get me. I'm not trying to be creepy. I want her to know she's beautiful, but no matter how much someone tells her, shes just to stubborn to listen. I remember the night of the Christmas program, she looked so pretty my heart like thumped. I already thought she was pretty, then that night, WOW. I told her but she didn't listen. When I say I'm not who you think I am I really mean it. Don't you think sometimes it's just better to keep a secret. I mean I will never tell you who I am. I don't think you should know. You never even guessed me, it kind of hurt. Hey, whatever, just give up ok. I bet your friends know, they seem smart enough to figure it out, but maybe I'm wrong. I give up on you. Well, that's it for this little entry.
forever pained,
watching you from afar