meh.
Well, things are going well enough. I'm happy that our governor is democratic and all that jazz. I'm happy how things are going. College is frighting me again, people don't realize how afraid I am. No, I'm not self confident. No, I don't know how things are going to work. And no, I don't know if I can get in. I don't need people telling me that I can't because I don't even know if I can do it.Friends are supposed to be there for you and cheer you up, even if that means lying to them. I got my hopes up for nothing, how can a girl like me get into U of M? I'm stupid and incoherent most of the time. I can't even spell memory sometimes, I'm too fucking stupid to do anything right! Even one of my friends, friends who are supposed to be there for you, don't think I can do it with out affirmative action. I will do it, I'll do it and then I'll show her. I'll show all of them, the people who doesn't think I can do it. I'll do it and then we'll see. We'll see who needs help. I don't need help. I can do it on my own! We shall see who wins. I'll be stronger and smarter! I will win! I won't lose to her or ANYONE.