Oct 04, 2006 13:31
Yeah, I stayed home today...the thunder kept me up all last night. I was so sleepy and I needed a break. I got Katy in trouble for calling her, I guess her mom didn't know I stayed home to. I'm never staying home again, I'm so bored and today was peer editing for our stories in CW T.T I hope they are not late. They most likely are, but she knows I got mine done. I feel icky, not the I need to take a shower icky, but the soul icky where your soul feels heavy. Tommarow is collage night where you find stuff out about the collage you want to go to, Katy refuses to go with me. I don't see why, I mean don't you want to know about the collage of choice? She wants to go to Delta, I'll have to go there to rise my GPA to a 3.9 somehow. Or I can work like hell now, I'll most likey go to Delta though. I know she doesn't know what to do for a living, but why should finding out about the collage you want to go to affect her? I don't get it some times. Oh well, her choice. Friday mom wants to take Trevor, Katy, Kelly, and I to a corn maze. That sounds fun right? Well, it did befor Trevor said he wanted to go to. It was supposed to be Katy, Kelly, and I, which suited me jsut fine. Kelly doesn't get why I hate Trevor so much, he said some things that will stick with me forever. When the time came for him to protect me like al big brothers should, he ran from it. I know it sounds chezzy, but I belive that older siblings are supposed to defend the little ones. True, it made me a stronger person and yes, I learned how to defend myself. But when you are too young and the opponets are way older than you, your older brother or sister should be there to back you up. I don't hate him, don't get me wrong we have our moments. But I don't think I can depend on him to come help when I most need it. I should go
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