Am I an idoit or what?

[watcherofworlds]

Yes, I feel like a complete and total idoit. I asked MRs.Omeing if AP english would be good for me, she said it might be over my head. Ouch, as a normal person some might take that to heart not Ricci oh no. I wanna take it now just to spite her..she really is a good teacher and I like her and everything but damn it woman you reallly know how to piss a Ricci off. I'll show her..I might also take AP history seeing as I want to be a cultral anthropologist. I'll be damned if I don't take AP english now...Grrr...I don't care if it's "over my head" She hasn't even seen my english grade this year! An A-! That's not "over my head". The only reason I'm not taking honors is because I am getting rid of my english credits this comeing year! I'll show her, I'll show her whats not "over my head" english thats what! But I degress, this weekend I had the oppertuinity to go to Katy's but I didn't. Why? because I don't think she wants to spend any time with me...I said I had alot of math homework which wasn't a lie but I still think she was happy to hear it. I don't know whats going on anymore, but summer is coming and I don't know what to do, do I just let things take it's corse or do I sit down and talk to her? All I hear is the same thing 'I don't hate you, it's all in your head nothing is happening' I just don't belive that. It may just be the paranoid me and it really is all in my head. Maybe it's just exame stress, which I don't have to take three, I don't know what to do. Lately we've been fighting like at least four times a week but now it's better. A year ago wasting a vaction weekend was unheard of, but we just said "okay, call ya" Jesh, I am being so weird. I just gotta do what I always do. Fight the good fight. Well, I had better get to studying and all that stuff
Yo estudeo mucho