"Why do you build me up, Buttercup baby, just to let me down? I need you more than anything else."
Has anyone else ever had the best week or so that they've had in a while, and not even realize that people close to them might have been having the worst? It's an awful feeling. Especially when it's true. Not noticing something that someone else has been feeling makes you feel self-centered. But isn't it in human nature to "celebrate" when we are happy? Or is that selfish? . And it must make them feel like you don't care, which isn't true at all. What guilt to have on your chest. It blows me away. I feel like it's like a made for tv movie, and I just blew my line. I want to cry.
On a happier note....
I'm a swing player ["swinger"] for JV & Varsity in BASKETBALL. I'm very, truly, excited for this season. I'm pumped. :D Annnd, I get to finish our warm-up tape this weekend. AND SEE ALEX TOMORROW! <3333 Oh goodness, I can't wait.
^There I go, talking about MY good news, as if I don't care about anything [or anyone] else. Ughhh.
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