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im in school right now.
supposed to be at lunch but i couldnt go.
i dont feel like talking to people, faking a smile and pretending to be happy.
when im not.
all i want to do is go home & sleep & just be alone.
i dont want to do anything with anyone after school
i wish people would just understand that sometimes i NEED to be alone.
i cant take much more of this pretending.
anyways..i have nothing new to write about because my life is the same as always..boring and pointless.
I really need a new life, new friends.
I need a new personality and a new look.
I just need a new everything.
Im so sick of me
I want to change and I want a change of scenery.
Vienna is so boring.
I hate it here.
My grandma offered to let me live with her next year in Kentucky & go to school there.
I wasnt going to beacuse I didnt want to leave anyone behind.
But then I thought about it and I have no one to leave behind.
I doubt anyone would notice if I was gone.
I cant wait to leave this place.
supposed to be at lunch but i couldnt go.
i dont feel like talking to people, faking a smile and pretending to be happy.
when im not.
all i want to do is go home & sleep & just be alone.
i dont want to do anything with anyone after school
i wish people would just understand that sometimes i NEED to be alone.
i cant take much more of this pretending.
anyways..i have nothing new to write about because my life is the same as always..boring and pointless.
I really need a new life, new friends.
I need a new personality and a new look.
I just need a new everything.
Im so sick of me
I want to change and I want a change of scenery.
Vienna is so boring.
I hate it here.
My grandma offered to let me live with her next year in Kentucky & go to school there.
I wasnt going to beacuse I didnt want to leave anyone behind.
But then I thought about it and I have no one to leave behind.
I doubt anyone would notice if I was gone.
I cant wait to leave this place.