Guys-they're confusing
Everything with guys is starting to get so confusing
1) I am so mad at one guy right now I don't care if I ever speak to him again, but at the same time I like him a lot and reality hurts to much for me to see that he just wants to be friends.
2) I think I like someone but, at the same time I feel like I just like him because he likes me a lot and that hurts me to feel like I am doing that to someone who is a good friend.
3) I know for a fact that I am starting to get feelings for someone that I went out with before but I broke up with for some stupid reasons, and my mom and I have talked about him and I can tell that my mom knows that I am starting to get feelings for him. I'm not saying that I would jump right into a relationship with him, but even if I knew if I had a second chance that would be enough.
I don't know it's just so confusing, I have so many feelings for three different people that I don't know if I should let my feelings take me to the guy that they think I should be with or if I should wait for one of them to make a move to see where things lead.
On another note, my brother's eagle court of honor is tomorrow and I am excited for that because my brother has been working so hard and long to get to eagle scout. His graduation open house is in one month and 5 days and his commencent is in one month and two days.
I'm not going to prom, I told Drew that the other night, and yes I did tell Drew he didn't break it off with me. But there are many reasons to why I broke prom off with him *thank you Tara for telling me what you did*
Tonight I am going up to my aunt Diana's house because my cousin Rob has returned from Iraq and she is having a little get together for him.
My grandparents returned from Florida and they are at our house for a while. We don't know when they are leaving but I hope that they stay for a while because I hardly get to see them at all, and the same thing with my great grandma.
Robie and I have been talking a lot and venting a lot and it has been nice to be able to talk to him about a lot of this stuff, because he knows exactally how I feel about some of it.
Marissa and I have started to get distant. I don't know what is going on. She was one of my best friends and ever since I said something about Mike and I she and I have been kind of distant.
Well now that you all have been updated on what is going on in my life I must go and find some lunch. Yea! *[not really]*
**Anne**