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05-07-09
For such a mathematical day, it hasn't been very good.
wt- 52.7
food- half bagel w/straw cr ch, coffee
hummus sand, cheetos, goldfish
fries, chick sand
$- uh well i lost my nannying job.
exercise- none.
Events: Went to the office from 10-2. Had to work on the linux install thing. It took forever (all day). Luckily at least the first part of the day I just got to ask Luke when I had questions. Unfortunately, he eventually left and I had to direct all my inquiries to Cliff. Also, I got a call in the middle of the day from Scott who said, "Hey I have some kinda bad news, Jules got laid off this morning. So yeah we won't be needing a nanny for a while." At one point he said that the baby would miss me, which makes me sad now because I already miss babysitting for them. I mean, I'm sure, if Juliette doesn't leave him, that they'll still hire me sporadically, but still, not the same. At first, there was a part of me that was so thankful to have some time to myself. To catch up, and to force me to slow down a little bit. I know I need that for sure. I should find a way to keep them in my life. Maybe have Juliette and Patrick over for lunch every couple of weeks or something. I'm supposed to meet up with Scott in a couple weeks to get paid. Wah. He acted like she'll quickly get another job. But I just don't know. Hell I don't know that she'll stay here. Anyway. After work I went to look at wedding dresses with Lauren and Megan. It was fun and I liked hanging out with them. After that, Lauren and I went back to her house and like uploaded the pictures, looked at venues, and watched tv (note to self, bring a book when I go over there). I wasn't really that bored, but there were times that I felt like I was just lingering. Anyway. Patrick came home, made us dinner (chicken bagel sandwiches, fries), and we watched LOST. Then Lauren and Patrick got in a fight, so I felt like I couldn't leave. Then Lauren talked on the phone with her mom for like an hour. So yeah, I felt like I kinda had to stay for a while so it didn't seem like I was just waiting to get out of there. Lauren gave me a hug and said she was sorry I lost my job. Which i guess kinda made me realize that I was sad about it too. Anyway, ever since then I've just been a little off kilter. And I don't want to go to bed, because I don't have to get up early, but I don't really have any reason to stay up. Anyway. When I got home, I found out that Tom had a really terrible day himself. And I just feel bad for him. One of his friends told the Dean that he is an alcoholic, which as far as I know, isn't true. I know I could be wrong. I am a little concerned, since she is concerned about him. Idk. I just feel like, in pain today. :(
For such a mathematical day, it hasn't been very good.
wt- 52.7
food- half bagel w/straw cr ch, coffee
hummus sand, cheetos, goldfish
fries, chick sand
$- uh well i lost my nannying job.
exercise- none.
Events: Went to the office from 10-2. Had to work on the linux install thing. It took forever (all day). Luckily at least the first part of the day I just got to ask Luke when I had questions. Unfortunately, he eventually left and I had to direct all my inquiries to Cliff. Also, I got a call in the middle of the day from Scott who said, "Hey I have some kinda bad news, Jules got laid off this morning. So yeah we won't be needing a nanny for a while." At one point he said that the baby would miss me, which makes me sad now because I already miss babysitting for them. I mean, I'm sure, if Juliette doesn't leave him, that they'll still hire me sporadically, but still, not the same. At first, there was a part of me that was so thankful to have some time to myself. To catch up, and to force me to slow down a little bit. I know I need that for sure. I should find a way to keep them in my life. Maybe have Juliette and Patrick over for lunch every couple of weeks or something. I'm supposed to meet up with Scott in a couple weeks to get paid. Wah. He acted like she'll quickly get another job. But I just don't know. Hell I don't know that she'll stay here. Anyway. After work I went to look at wedding dresses with Lauren and Megan. It was fun and I liked hanging out with them. After that, Lauren and I went back to her house and like uploaded the pictures, looked at venues, and watched tv (note to self, bring a book when I go over there). I wasn't really that bored, but there were times that I felt like I was just lingering. Anyway. Patrick came home, made us dinner (chicken bagel sandwiches, fries), and we watched LOST. Then Lauren and Patrick got in a fight, so I felt like I couldn't leave. Then Lauren talked on the phone with her mom for like an hour. So yeah, I felt like I kinda had to stay for a while so it didn't seem like I was just waiting to get out of there. Lauren gave me a hug and said she was sorry I lost my job. Which i guess kinda made me realize that I was sad about it too. Anyway, ever since then I've just been a little off kilter. And I don't want to go to bed, because I don't have to get up early, but I don't really have any reason to stay up. Anyway. When I got home, I found out that Tom had a really terrible day himself. And I just feel bad for him. One of his friends told the Dean that he is an alcoholic, which as far as I know, isn't true. I know I could be wrong. I am a little concerned, since she is concerned about him. Idk. I just feel like, in pain today. :(