oh, the weather outside is frightful....
but i think i would rather be out there than in my house for too much longer. and its not even my house. its everyone. i hate that everything i do is routine now. i go to work at merry maids, get off work, go to work at golden corrall, see pretson, go to sleep, wake up, do it again. i feel like i have no excitement in my life. none. i always know exactly what im doing. if im with megan, we go shopping and get food. if im with jposie, were gonna drink. if im with preston were going to watch a movie and go to bed. i need help. no, not help. i need a change. now.