May 25, 2007 01:34
Aah, things are so weird lately.
About Doumeki or Yuuko-san... I feel something is changing inside of me and it makes me feel scared.
Yuuko-san is so childish and immature and untidy, and the list could fill up a whole book...
But the other day she asked me to hug her... she was joking, and it made me feel so embarrassed, so of course I didn't do it!
I'm not a child anymore, yet something inside of me told me to do it.
I really wanted to hug her, but not like that...
I'm just eager for affection, that's so pathetic (-.-;;;
And about Doumeki... I don't know. That's all I can say.
We've kissed more than once, and I can't believe I've even enjoyed it.
As I said before, it seems I'm just eager for affection, I don't think I'm falling for him.
He's a guy, I'm a guy, and I like Himawari-chan, so NO-WAY.
...What do I want?
Everyone's singing nonstop, what happened here??