Sep 25, 2007 10:44
yeah, still no job
cuz i'm just that cool!! haha
however, i'm getting contacted
to do other stuff
...tomorrow i might have an interview to be in a commercial. i already talked to the lady, and sent her some pictures, so now they want to meet me, cuz i'm "adorable" haha! anyways, if i remember correctly it pays $1500. the only crappy part is that its a HAIR REMOVAL product, so i wouldn't be able to shave my legs for a little while before the shoot. haha, how embarrassing is that? to be known as the HAIRY girl!! haha....BUT luckily it's only suppose to air in Europe!! haha...hey, money is money right?!? plus commercial credits look good on my resume, plus my extra work on that Robert DeNiro movie. i think once I have some money i'm gonna make a portfolio, and i might actually do something with these opportunities. not full time of course, i'm not stupid and think i'm gonna "make it big"..but hey, a little extra cash never hurt anyone....
well, thats pretty much all i'm up to lately
just looking for work
and trying to stay sane
there's always so much bad shit going on around me
...sometimes i think my life isn't real
like, i'm watching a movie and thinking
"who is that poor girl that horrible things keep happening to?"
but at the same time
...i have the ONE thing everyone desires most
a wonderful relationship
...so maybe i'm not that unfortunate after all