BEDA Day 7: In Which Lisa Celebrates Birthdays
Today is my mommas birthday :)
I'm extra happy about this because at the end of last year she had a stroke and I was so scared that she wouldn't be around to celebrate things like her birthday. I'm just so so thankful that she's here and doing fantastic. Back at work and everything. She's amazing.
So today my family and I celebrated all of the birthdays that happened, are happening, and will happen in the beginning of this year since we don't know when we'll be able to meet up again. We went to my moms favorite restaurant, Red Lobster, for lunch and then went back to my grandparents house for dessert.
I had gotten a horrible sleep the night before so I was completely useless all day today. Mostly trying to finish reading Children of Odin most of the day and stay awake long enough to do it. It was very difficult. I fell asleep many times.
I have so many thoughts and so many things that would be interesting to blog about but every time I sit down to actually write an entry I lose all of it
I was going to start writing "Things I've Learned" once an entry because every day it seems I learn something new about myself or people or something.
I suppose I'll start that now.
Today I've learned that I am so stubborn that I didn't want to put aloe vera on my sunburn until I'd showered but I suffered all day until I did so. If I'd just showered earlier I would have felt so much better and probably could have been more social today.
I've pretty much kept to myself today and I feel really bad about it since it's rare that my aunt and uncle are here and I should really be spending as much time with them as I can. I just don't know what to do with them sometimes. Our relationship has changed a bit since I've gotten older. They no longer feel like they need to entertain me or hold my attention in any way so they just don't engage with me as often as they used to. This is only a problem because I'm really bad at small talk and making conversation in general so I need them to speak up first. Usually they both get out their Macbook airs and/or iPad minis and I'm just sitting there trying not to be a typical young adult constantly on my electronic devices and not engaging with the world around me. It's very ironic, actually.
So I've asked my good friend Elizabeth what she thinks of dating sites and she doesn't find them or my want to use one too weird so that was encouraging. I mean, she's an understanding person so I'm not surprised that she felt that way. Maybe during the summer I'll make a profile. Maybe.
I'll leave it at that for tonight.
Good night, all.
4 Weeks and 13 more classes left until the semester ends.
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