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this is my first entry and hopefully it won't be my last.
just had an absolutely crap week.
done bugger all.
have hardly been out.
havent seen any of my mates.
so i've been pritty lonely really.
hopefully next week i should have a better one.
i'm skint yet again,
ever since i've changed my job i've constantly had no money.
it pisses me off, coz i can't go out,
coz these days u need money to go out.
or better yet money for cannabis and alcohol.
which i miss greatly.
had a rather depressing weekend coz i visited my nan in hospital.
the doctors are saying that she more than likely won't get better.
that means my nanny barbie is gonna die! :(
i just don't know if i am gonna be able to handle that,
when the time comes.
but i know that if i have my friends around me,
it should make things alot better.
talking of friends,
it seem's somehow yet again cat has fallen out with me.
for an unknown reason, which i'd really like to know,
she hasnt returned any of my emails and texts
or even aswered any of my calls.
how am i mean to ask her what i've done wrong if she won't even speak to me.
i havent done anything wrong as far as im concerned.
went over hers last wednesday 2 pick sum stuff off her
and she didnt say much.
my brother and sister say i shouldnt be friends with her,
but i've known her since i was in year 7
and can't throw those years of friendship away.
she's my best mate,
i mean sure we've fallen out plenty of time's b4.
but we've got so many memories
and got so many things to look forward to,
like our second holiday to magaluf,
but i'm not sure if i even wana go if i've got no friends to bloody go with.
MAN!
LIFE IS GAY
I'D RATHER GET HIGH
i'm offski now
waiting for ben 2 ring me,
2 tell me if he is goin out or not.
hopefully he is coz i feel like a prisoner and need to get out
love liz
just had an absolutely crap week.
done bugger all.
have hardly been out.
havent seen any of my mates.
so i've been pritty lonely really.
hopefully next week i should have a better one.
i'm skint yet again,
ever since i've changed my job i've constantly had no money.
it pisses me off, coz i can't go out,
coz these days u need money to go out.
or better yet money for cannabis and alcohol.
which i miss greatly.
had a rather depressing weekend coz i visited my nan in hospital.
the doctors are saying that she more than likely won't get better.
that means my nanny barbie is gonna die! :(
i just don't know if i am gonna be able to handle that,
when the time comes.
but i know that if i have my friends around me,
it should make things alot better.
talking of friends,
it seem's somehow yet again cat has fallen out with me.
for an unknown reason, which i'd really like to know,
she hasnt returned any of my emails and texts
or even aswered any of my calls.
how am i mean to ask her what i've done wrong if she won't even speak to me.
i havent done anything wrong as far as im concerned.
went over hers last wednesday 2 pick sum stuff off her
and she didnt say much.
my brother and sister say i shouldnt be friends with her,
but i've known her since i was in year 7
and can't throw those years of friendship away.
she's my best mate,
i mean sure we've fallen out plenty of time's b4.
but we've got so many memories
and got so many things to look forward to,
like our second holiday to magaluf,
but i'm not sure if i even wana go if i've got no friends to bloody go with.
MAN!
LIFE IS GAY
I'D RATHER GET HIGH
i'm offski now
waiting for ben 2 ring me,
2 tell me if he is goin out or not.
hopefully he is coz i feel like a prisoner and need to get out
love liz