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[wastingxlove]

i'm more depressed than usual, and i stil don't know why. i think this is one of those things i should see a doctor for....just so they can tell me that i suffer from depression and put me on pills. i had pills before, well it was a powder, magnesium....if i wanted to eat, i'd have to mix that shit in with water beforehand, don't know why...but they said it was crucial. but i'm done for the night, ima grab a hefeweizen, lie in bed and finish 'fear and loathing'

hope for ash of memory/[this is pure agony]/eyes they are too blind to see/[this is pure agony]/i'll not beg for you/[this is pure agony]/knowing what's been true/[this is pure agony]/