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ok so note to self, our anniversary is june 19th hahahaha. had a long talk with sam about sex, anniversries and presents for them wow losers but still amazing conversations yet again. We both had bad dreams at the same night about our relationship for like the third time - its nuts i know - she likes white roses and lavender <- ideas for presents but idn, we shall see - i have 3 months til then and qho knows where we'll be then. we had like a serious talk about sex and we both feel the same about it. basically we're like yeah its the next step and we are at the highest emotional level we can be at and sex is just the next thing to do and it makes sense to do - but the other side is that what if it ruins what we have and we're really nervous and most important...where the fuck are we going to find the time and place! her dream was about us having swex and getting caught and never being able to see each other so terrific, one more thing on her mind, but i think everythingll b chill and idn im guessing in the next couple months or something itll happen. i can always sneak out the window to her house right...WRONG. my fucking dad put a screen in that i cant get out. well ill hafta go thru the garage now mother fucker. other then that now a whole lots new, im seeing her sunday w00t - thats all for now...