the field mouse is fast, but the owl sees at night
so whoa, livejournal. i remember old shit. those old photos of josh, haha. what a dink.
spring break. thats pretty weird. 12 years of spring break once a year and then it coming around and being unaware. what was i doing spring break last year? working. well, learning my MOS. shit by now i must have been in RFC with ssgt kirby and gunny...whatshisname. he was awesome. they both were. that was the class i got in trouble with mikey for going off base on a weeknight haha. the phrase spring break never even punctured my skull.
and now i have spring break again. it feels like a waste of time. it feels like i'm being babied. "oh poor you, ten weeks of school, you definitely need a week off even though you had off every weekend." i miss being enlisted. spring break, whats that?
im reading the tropic of cancer by henry miller. i feel like i know the guy. if i were a guy i'd want to be him. i can see how that happens. its painful but hedonistic. i don't know. its desirable. but i just have a high sex drive i guess. and i think a lot about the past. it works.
i don't like california.
spring break. thats pretty weird. 12 years of spring break once a year and then it coming around and being unaware. what was i doing spring break last year? working. well, learning my MOS. shit by now i must have been in RFC with ssgt kirby and gunny...whatshisname. he was awesome. they both were. that was the class i got in trouble with mikey for going off base on a weeknight haha. the phrase spring break never even punctured my skull.
and now i have spring break again. it feels like a waste of time. it feels like i'm being babied. "oh poor you, ten weeks of school, you definitely need a week off even though you had off every weekend." i miss being enlisted. spring break, whats that?
im reading the tropic of cancer by henry miller. i feel like i know the guy. if i were a guy i'd want to be him. i can see how that happens. its painful but hedonistic. i don't know. its desirable. but i just have a high sex drive i guess. and i think a lot about the past. it works.
i don't like california.