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i am really sick of livejournal. i dont even care to read anyones anymore
i am not looking foward to school.
i am sick of seeing nicole once every 2 weeks.
i do EVERYTHING wrong.
i need my own car
and dont even bitch to me about getting a job, its too late now, how am i supposed to when i have
monday- practice
tues-wells
wed-practice
thurs-wells
sat/sun- practice
dont even tell me to just quit.
i think i had something postive to say.
huh whatever
i love jordan
and im so scared
you have no idea how much i love him and im getting to that point in relationships where i start acting weird and he says the sweetest things and all i can think is, i used to say the same things to marc and not mean them one bit and i just cant bare taking that pain
i know he loves me
but i am just so in love with him and im serious when i talk about after high school with him and getting matching plates and cups and yeah.
im actually in love with him and i have no doubts.
im just so scared
i am not looking foward to school.
i am sick of seeing nicole once every 2 weeks.
i do EVERYTHING wrong.
i need my own car
and dont even bitch to me about getting a job, its too late now, how am i supposed to when i have
monday- practice
tues-wells
wed-practice
thurs-wells
sat/sun- practice
dont even tell me to just quit.
i think i had something postive to say.
huh whatever
i love jordan
and im so scared
you have no idea how much i love him and im getting to that point in relationships where i start acting weird and he says the sweetest things and all i can think is, i used to say the same things to marc and not mean them one bit and i just cant bare taking that pain
i know he loves me
but i am just so in love with him and im serious when i talk about after high school with him and getting matching plates and cups and yeah.
im actually in love with him and i have no doubts.
im just so scared