Jul 17, 2005 00:18
I dont know how to start this off yet I never do..bc I dont wanan fuck up knowing you ppl are reading this shit...well Alex Meola is just fucking amazing I mean within the past week I've lost a few friends already and its over stupid shit that I didnt do its just everyone is always caught up in themselves and worrying about themselves instead of other ppl. Like why do that you fucked up big deal everyone fucks up thats how you learn. But I dont know my mon is going thro hell because of me and like I feel bad but I dont yeah I love my mom she does feed me and support me but I dont know I understand that like I'm only gonna be 15 soon but why treat me like I'm 5 its fucking ridiculous I know about more shit then she thinks hoy also whats the point of talking behind ppls backs like first off you know its gonna get back to them and its gonna cause problems number 2 all that proves is that your jealous cuz like if you so called hated them and shit as much as you say you do why bother to waste your breath on them I'm really beginning to lose a lot of respect for most people they always turn shit into a big deal and drag other ppl with them and then they do just dumb shit...like Chad Dirty Bobby and everyone I love them all to death there awesome but I mean everytime were walking around town or something they have something to say about everyone and i dont even know why I get so mad actully I dont get why I care so much about peoples feelings that I dont even know...I cant stand watching people be made fun of or watch someone embrass the shit out of them in front of a group of ppl. But I dont know I am probably making no sense right now but fuck this bc I cant even explain to people whats going on with me they couldnt understand but like if people who dont like me are reading this can you just do me a favor and not cause shit with me for a while.
Sometimes I just need someone to say "everything will be okay"