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Godness gracous I had the best weekend everrrzzzzz.....Ok well on Friday i went to Lexy's afterschool with Wensday and Batel ( which was fun ) then we went to the AmC and i met up with Will and everyones bf's and crap were there and Will's friend Avev or w/e doesn't like me HAHA that is funny..Man anyway Then after i said bye to Will ( which was not a good thing i wanted him to stay gosh i am soo happy with him ) I went home with Jesse, Wensday, Lexy and we went to Jesse's spent the night there next day went to the park and i went with wensday to the Hobo Hideout which freaked me out lol then we had to walk to 7/11 to call Jesse's mom and she couldn't pick us up soo we ran our asses to Jesse's becuase i had to call my mom at 4:30 and we left the 7/11 at 4 and right when i walked in the door it turned 4:30 it was CRAZY....Lol my sister is making fun of me saying i am head over heals for Will lol maybe it is because i am......Anyway after the park we went off to LExy's stayed there the night went rock climbing ( seriously she has a rock climbing thingy ) in her backyard and went on top of the roof which was really pretty..And then it started raining while we were watchin Texas ChainSaw Massacre it was some scary shit....well i love will Sooooooooooooooooooo MUch.****
My b-day is in 2 days HELLzzz yeah
Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut
Would you be my thousand fucks
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife
Look at me, you can tell
By the way I move and do my hair
Do you think that it's me
Or it's not me I don't even care
I'm alive
I swear I'm the cleanest I have ever been
I feel big
I feel tall
I feel dry
Just look at me. Look at me now
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake)
Just look at me. Look at me now
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake)
Do i drink?
Do i date?
I've got perfect placement
All my ink satisfied in your eyes
I'm the biggest fan I've got right now
Now I made sure that I look
How I wanted to look
The people around me
The people surround me
I feel big
I feel tall, I feel dry
Just look at me. Look at me now
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake)
Just look at me. Look at me now
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake)
My stomach hurts now
And all tied off in lace I pray
I beg for anything to hit me in the face
And this sickness isn't me
I pray to fall from grace
The last thing i see is feeling
And im telling you im a fake
<3
Samerson