Feb 08, 2011 22:58
every time i doubt him and my defense mechanism kicks in, he comes out of nowhere to reassure me in a big way. the mind games that i instinctively want to engage in for fear of being hurt are never needed with this one. it seems like every time i get into one of these weird moods and i want to throw my phone out the window because everything i see on it upsets me, he comes in with comforting words. he doesn't know i'm upset, but somehow he's always there to save me. i have to step back. this could be too good to be true, i'm almost afraid. one more week.