a step in the direction of normalcy
it's weird how cyclical life is sometimes.
i feel like i'm back to who i was, two years ago- just a little more wise and mature. a little- i seem to make some of the same mistakes, but at least this time i know the conclusion.
i'm starting to realize the difference between what really matters and what you convince yourself really matters.
i don't really know if i'm happy or sad or angry or some strange mix of the three. i'm sure in hindsight everything will appear obvious and clear cut but living in the moment has a certain sense of ambiguity.
i feel like i've almost found myself again, I think I was lost for quite awhile. still am, a little bit.
something's got to end this weird continuim of events.
i just can't pull the trigger.
what have i done?
i feel like i'm back to who i was, two years ago- just a little more wise and mature. a little- i seem to make some of the same mistakes, but at least this time i know the conclusion.
i'm starting to realize the difference between what really matters and what you convince yourself really matters.
i don't really know if i'm happy or sad or angry or some strange mix of the three. i'm sure in hindsight everything will appear obvious and clear cut but living in the moment has a certain sense of ambiguity.
i feel like i've almost found myself again, I think I was lost for quite awhile. still am, a little bit.
something's got to end this weird continuim of events.
i just can't pull the trigger.
what have i done?