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so many times he's brought me down with his depression and moodiness and has the audacity to tell me, "i'm in a good mood today so i'm going to let you go" when some of my own negativity comes through.
this isn't an equal partnership. i guess you can't give and give and expect the same in return. one person always gets taken advantage of.
if you love someone, let them go. sometimes i think i just want to quit now and deal with the heartbreak now, before i'm beyond repair.
i'm sick of so many things and yet i keep coming back. they say there's a fine line between love and hate but this is just ridiculous.
i don't think i'm capable yet of being in a healthy relationship. i think there's a lot of things about myself i have to fix first before I can try to be with someone.
there's a lesson to be learned in every life experience and i think this one might be to get me to finally realize how fucked up i am. i'm not trying to be emo or scene and capitalizing on my problems but in loving someone just as emotionally and mentally fucked up as i am you start to realize the defects in your thinking and feeling you thought were part of the human condition are not as normal as you thought.
i think i just need to be alone for awhile. i don't want to be with anyone else but i don't think i want to be with him either. i need to figure out a lot of shit and being with someone who has no idea what you're experiencing is not the way to do it.
i'm so good at beginnings but fail miserably with endings.
this isn't an equal partnership. i guess you can't give and give and expect the same in return. one person always gets taken advantage of.
if you love someone, let them go. sometimes i think i just want to quit now and deal with the heartbreak now, before i'm beyond repair.
i'm sick of so many things and yet i keep coming back. they say there's a fine line between love and hate but this is just ridiculous.
i don't think i'm capable yet of being in a healthy relationship. i think there's a lot of things about myself i have to fix first before I can try to be with someone.
there's a lesson to be learned in every life experience and i think this one might be to get me to finally realize how fucked up i am. i'm not trying to be emo or scene and capitalizing on my problems but in loving someone just as emotionally and mentally fucked up as i am you start to realize the defects in your thinking and feeling you thought were part of the human condition are not as normal as you thought.
i think i just need to be alone for awhile. i don't want to be with anyone else but i don't think i want to be with him either. i need to figure out a lot of shit and being with someone who has no idea what you're experiencing is not the way to do it.
i'm so good at beginnings but fail miserably with endings.