Oct 03, 2005 15:40
I’m all busted up. Time will heal our wounds. At least that’s what I’ve heard. I’m starting to think that isn’t true. I still think about things in my life that hurt to run through my head. Bloody rags. Falling down stairs. A small beating heart. Things that only I remember, at least the way they play out in my mind.
Who pays the price for things unanswered? The person who refused to ask or refused to answer? Life is full of regrets and accomplishments. Everything in the middle is just the sound of the clock ticking away one second at a time. If there was a pill we could take to live forever, would anyone? Is death the big payoff for living life? Everyone seems to fear dying. Yet look at the person in the cancer ward, constantly in pain, aren’t they looking for death? These questions I can’t answer. I can only speculate. I want to invade the minds of everyone and see the world through different eyes. I want to know what I look like to others; what the world look like to another person. I always say perception is reality. I know people disagree with me, but that’s how I view things.
I can’t say it out loud, but I can write it down.
I’ll play it for you, here’s my stupid little song.
Everyone is talking with nothing to say. Wow, does everyone have a cellular phone these days? Whenever I step outside it seems everyone has the cellular phone pressed up to their ear talking. Everyone feels the need to talk and talk. Can’t we just sit back and listen? Or how about a universal moment of silence? Shhhhhh.