I can't just do that, though. I can't go and NOT talk to people because the majority of these people are my friends and wouldn't understand. I'm so jaded when it comes to music now, there's no turning back. It's too much. Maybe I'll delve into why I really want NO part of this anymore at some point. The only show you might see me at besides Warped/GD would be My Chemical Romance or Down to Earth Approach.
The only way for me to get over all of this shit is for me to STOP it. Completely cut myself off from it. I need to start focusing on school. I have never failed anything in my life until these past exams, and the reason I failed them was because I was too busy with SHOWS. Fuck that. There are more important things in my life. A LOT more important things.
The *music* stopped being good when I was about 12 or 13, and that's when it got personal. So...I will revert back to those days...listen to the only bands I liked (Green Day, Bad Religion, etc.) and just let go of most of the new SHIT that's out, because it's all pretty much bullshit. I'm not getting caught up in feeling sorry for these bands anymore. It's not my problem.
The only way for me to get over all of this shit is for me to STOP it. Completely cut myself off from it. I need to start focusing on school. I have never failed anything in my life until these past exams, and the reason I failed them was because I was too busy with SHOWS. Fuck that. There are more important things in my life. A LOT more important things.
The *music* stopped being good when I was about 12 or 13, and that's when it got personal. So...I will revert back to those days...listen to the only bands I liked (Green Day, Bad Religion, etc.) and just let go of most of the new SHIT that's out, because it's all pretty much bullshit. I'm not getting caught up in feeling sorry for these bands anymore. It's not my problem.
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