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He called me back, finally.
But theres just such an empty feeling that comes along with that call.
I didnt actually talk to him, I got a voicemail.
Which made me semi happy.
There are so many unanswered questions, which I'm sure most of the answers are things that I just dont want to know.
I think its better that way, the answers could just bring me down... more than I already am.
Shouldnt I be happy about this?
I shouldnt feel empty, and I want answers... I want an attempt to justify things.
You cant justify yourself if youre an asshole.
But theres just such an empty feeling that comes along with that call.
I didnt actually talk to him, I got a voicemail.
Which made me semi happy.
There are so many unanswered questions, which I'm sure most of the answers are things that I just dont want to know.
I think its better that way, the answers could just bring me down... more than I already am.
Shouldnt I be happy about this?
I shouldnt feel empty, and I want answers... I want an attempt to justify things.
You cant justify yourself if youre an asshole.